Well...tonight was our first foster care seminar. The night we have been praying for and looking forward to for sometime now. Overwhelming would probably sum up the night pretty well. I knew when we wanted to go into foster care it was going to be a lot of work but I don't think I knew it was going to be THIS much.
After the first hour and hearing the "Foster Care 101" I looked at Cory and thought to myself "can we leave?" I thought "well...we can just try for another child of our own in a few years." How crazy selfish I know, God then gave me a pretty good slap in the face and woke me back up.
This is what reminded me why Cory and I wanted to do this in the first place and how we will get through it all. "The Cost" It cost Jesus a lot to die on the cross for us. It wasn't easy but there was a huge purpose and plan behind it. Foster care will not be about Cory or I, it will be about the child who doesn't have a voice. Who asks why he or she isn't loved. Who wonders at night why he or she is still hungry and never gets to eat a full meal. These children don't deserve to go through any of this but they do. So if it takes 6-12 months of me suffering through the training and preparations that is what it will take.
I think what scares me the most is what if I only get to foster that child in need for a few weeks, a month, 5 months but I have to know God will be using us in those short amounts of time for His plan. Gods plan is way bigger then my little plan so I just need to let Him take control.
Cory and I also learned tonight we can't do this on our own. This was very eye opening tonight about how many second party members are involved too. We most of all need prayers lots and lots of prayers, which I thank you ahead for! Secondly, we are going to need people physically there by our sides which I pray for daily that those people will be shown to us. Thirdly we need support, this isn't going to be easy but we are willing if it is Gods will to continue on this path. We pray for those people and that God will show us and lead us to where He wants us.
Once again we are excited and looking forward to whats next.
Thanks for reading!
Yay! Woohoooo! I am so happy for you, don't be discouraged because the same God that healed the blind and sick lives in you! I am so happy about this new beginning and hope to be a part of it!I will for sure be praying that Lord gives you patience,discernment, and peace for all the good stuff ahead! I <3 Albright!
ReplyDeleteVery true thanks for that reminder always a good one! Thank you for the prayers as well they mean so much to us. We love you too Brookie.
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